Still...

I still feel that God wants me to go to kenya. I've been praying like crazy since summer camp and keep doubting...thinking stuff like....i have no idea what to do...everyone will think i just wanna go there cause all the kenya stuff with the church. I've learned....it really doesn't matter what people think. It's not gonna make a difference if they think that or not. lol. This is totally between me and God. I'm still not sure but still feel God really pressing this on my heart...but not for the baby center. I think that's awesome...but it's not my passion. God has given me a passion and a love for elementary age kids. I know God wants to use me. I'm so incredibly willing to go where he leads. I'm open to anything he has to use me and glorify him. This is a crazy ride and I'm trusting God to lead me exactly where he wants me....to open doors and close doors where they need to be.